ETERNALLY OWNED IS BUT WHAT IS LOST XXIX

Chapter XXIX: Anna, the pink rouge woman

โ€œWhat happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun
Or fester like a sore โ€”
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over โ€”
Like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?โ€
Langston Hughes


No ghoul standing in my hallway
at this quiet moment
this is a good thing
but still,
the promise and fragments
of future souls
I might never reach
Because the choices
Iโ€™ve made
haunt me

So I wear my pink rouge
Daily
to distract you
from the fact that Iโ€™m dying
inside

Never tell me to be
myself
created as I am,
of all the things
Iโ€™ve worked so hard,
so hard
to avoid

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